Crossroads

So I hope this doesnt come off as weird but I work in childcare and I change diapers ALL DAY and let me just say i think i am convinced on circumcision im not out here creeping on little kids but i do see them everyday my partner isnt so i know he would be okay without it but even with messy diapers its a bit more mess and not what im used to i feel really bad even saying this but i just really am at a crossroads