Difficult decision

I have an one and a half year old and me and his father ended our relationship on pretty bad terms. He would verbally abuse me and physically abuse me too. He would always blame me saying this is why his life is shit because we had a baby young. This was a a year ago. Fast forward to now, I’m in an amazing relationship and me and my bf have talked about marriage and kids and he loves my son like his own. I know he will be a good father but I recently found out I’m pregnant, around 5 weeks. We both aren’t in the right place to have a baby. He suggested an abortion because he wants to wait till we both are living in the same house, financially ok before w have kids. I’m torn because my family just met him and so did my friends and i know if I announce im pregnant everyone will judge me. I know I wont be able to take care of another baby it’ll be too much. I want to have a baby when I’m ready and have my SO there to help too. Im torn because I know god puts a baby in your life for a reason and I feel like I’ll regret getting this abortion. I’m at a loss because I’m not sure what to do at this point.