Loneliest birthday ever

So today is my 25th birthday and it's been the loneliest one ever. I live with my brother and my fiance, it's been like this since my mother passed three years ago.

My fiance is hard at work today so it's not his fault but my brother didn't say a word to me about it until he asked me to cook his dinner. I told him he should be making mine if anything today and he was like why...? So I told him and he was all like sorry I forgot, I haven't got a card or anything. Not that I hadn't already figured this out. I don't even care about presents but a card would have been nice.

All my family visit each other on their birthdays, some times have parties for each other but no one came to see me. I was told by one aunt that my card was left at my Grandma's and currently I haven't been well so I couldn't even go get it.

My birthday hasn't been the same since my mother passed. She used to get all excited, make me an awesome cake and just make me feel special. I miss that. Every year since it has gotten worse but this one is by far worst. Not even a single card to display.

I guess I just wanted to feel special but all I feel today is lonely and aging. I'm grateful for the texts I got to say happy birthday off some of my family though. I probably sound awful right now and it could just be in my head but I wanted to get this out anyway. Thanks to anyone who reads all this.