Falling out of love with my husband

Look guys i really need help .. this has been an ongoing issue for a while but its getting worse.

Hubby and i have been married for almost a year, together for almost 5 years. We have 3 kids together and we are a blended family of 9. Its stressful, but we have the kids full time and make it work. Trouble is, he acts like as if im annoying and its all getting to me.

He wont take photos of us together, if i ask for a family photo or selfie, or even just ask him a question he rolls his eyes like im a pest, is sarcastic all the time and makes me feel like im just annoying prescence in his life. I dont feel like his wife. I dont even know how a wife is meant to feel.

He is not abusive, he doesnt hit me or anything. He is good with the older kids, doesnt seem to have bonded with our youngest who is 5 months old. He pays all the bills, works, has a lot of stress on his shoulders but i cant even say "hey babe" without him rolling his eyes.

Another example is last weekend he shaved his beard for the first time in 3 years, i wanted to feel his face as it was so smooth and he looked s9 different and he slapped (lightly) my hand away and said to piss off as i was annoying. I feel like i cant do anything right.

I feel so down and depressed because i dont feel like hes my friend anymore. I remember at the beginning of our relationship he would talk to me, we never ever talk anymore. We would hold hands, we would kiss. We would have sex. We dont do any of that.

Ive tried talking to him and all he does is roll his eyes, say he isnt a talking person, says "what do you want me to say or do" - acts like im a pest. I feel so shitty all the time and i dont know how to fix it.

Ive suggested therapy and he said ok but nothing really happened