husband thinks we should separate

Mara

i'm here like waiting for anything but shock to come in, but no feelings. he's been suicidal depressed after losing his super stressful but income making job over a week ago. i'm a stay at home mom with two toddlers under 3. i'm thinking i'll need to get two jobs and if he wont babysit the kids when i work idk what the fuck i'm going to do. cant afford childcare. i hate my life and i hate everything