LDR Teenage frustrations

I don't get boys at all. Okay we're 2 years apart in age. Not a super big deal. We're separated by the country. Two opposite sides. I don't think I'm over reacting, but if you decide to go to a school dance and don't tell me about it until AFTER you've already asked some other girl? Like okay I get you want a high school dance experience with a girl but you fucking chose to be my partner. You chose to be mine even though I'm all the way the hell over here so what the actual hell? I'm sorry for my language but omg how could you do that to me? I didn't even know until the day of the dance because you knew it would hurt me.. I've done everything for you, for us and yet I'm still not good enough so why are you even with me? Why am I with you...