Any insights.

Last year November I was 5 weeks pregnant with my third and had an abortion. I almost lost my life taking the abortion pill. I took it and nothing happened until two days after taking it I started hemorrhaging and as I tried to rush myself to the hospital with my other two children in the car I fainted on the highway. I was going 60mph, unconscious my children scared for my life and theirs. We crashed and I was rushed to emergency surgery where they performed a D&C. My fiancé and I had came to conclusion that just were not ready for another baby in all aspects. Now fast forward to May the next year, we started actually trying for a baby. I think the whole traumatic experience I had with the abortion on how I almost lost my own life during the process brought us so much more closer. Since May we’ve been trying to conceive with no luck yet. From time to time I’m always feeling guilty for the abortion because it goes against my Christian believes and now I feel like God isn’t going to bless me with a baby because of what I did. I also start to think maybe during the D&C the messed something up so I won’t be able to conceive. I know I’m ready now and I feel like the worse person on earth making the decision I made but I can only move forward and hope for the best. I’m praying that we will be successful on conceiving. 🙏🏽 Do you think I will happen ?