Sorry this is totally random. But just needed to tell someone, because all my friends/family got tired of me talking to them about TTC after six months...so I don’t really have anyone to talk to.

TTC is such a major mind f***. Like, even if I know we were only able to BD once in my window, I still symptom spot and pray and hope that maybe this is it. Maybe this is my chance after 15 months. Even if I know it’s not, I still try to hold out hope. And then get crushed every time. 😩 I’ve tried to not focus on it. Relax and take my mind off...and I’ll succeed for a few days. Then something will happen that I’m like OH THERE IT IS, HERE IS MY FIRST SYMPTOM. But no 😐

All those years of birth control and thinking if I missed one pill I’d get knocked up....🤦🏻‍♀️ If only I had known lol.

Anyways thanks for my vent session.

Baby dust to all