My ex cheated and is crying to me and i find pleasure in it

Mayana

My ex cheated on me and is begging for me back and crying. I’ll call him and tell him how much i hate him and his misery makes me laugh. He really hurt me but i can stop calling bro to tell him how much he fucked up just so his face will begin crying...what’s wrong with me? Am i bitter? And how do i stop? Or should I stop? I think I’m just so hurt like i miss him and i wanna talk to him still but i need him to know he hurt me...but obviously he knows. I just found out he cheated yesterday and for the second time and with his ex..I need strength