Feelin down...

Everyone seems to be getting their little bundled blessing but U.S. 😢. I want to me a mommy SO bad. Took a hpt this a.m. and negative. I'm only 9dpo and I know it's early and I'm not out until AF shows up but I dnt feel anything but bloated. And the rest I can turn into symptoms but idk. I just want my rainbow to show up. I don't want to wait anymore. I'm so tired of seeing everyone else's belly shots and girl and boy reveals. SO JEALOUS RIGHT NOW! I know our time will come and it'll be amazing...but when?!