Missing my child 💔

It’s been almost 2 months since I’ve had my miscarriage and I miss my child so much. My husband wanted to try again right away, but I’m just not ready yet. But I really do want another to fill the empty void I have in my heart.

I feel like I’m not done forgiving myself and god about the fact that I lost my first child at 8 weeks. Yes I do want another child ASAP, but I feel like that’s so wrong of me to want to replace my lost child.

Wanting to replace my lost child has took a toll on the way I feel about wanting more kids. I don’t want to replace what I lost and I don’t it to happen again.