36 weeks...I have to put my dog down😔

Sandra • 🖤 Married 10/8/17 💜 Baby #1 born 10/1/18 🖤 Angel Baby 2/8/20 💜

Sorry for the sad post...but I just found out last week (on my birthday) that my dog has cancer. Aggressive bone cancer. We could buy her a few months with an amputation, but I don’t think I’d want that for her. I’m having a csection in 3 weeks and they DONT want me to go into labor on my own because my baby is HUGE! 99th percentile! I’m worried that we’ll have to put her down before the baby comes. I’m scared that the stress will be bad for the baby or make me go into labor sooner. People are telling me to say “bye” to her at home and let my family take her to be put down, but I’d feel so terrible not being there with her.

I’m so heartbroken that this is happening, and I feel so guilty that I’m focusing on my baby and leaving my dog to be taken care of my by family (parents and sister) but I feel like it’s best for me and baby. (Plus, my house has too many steps for her, she’s 90 lbs so I can’t carry her!) I’m visiting her everyday and spending saturdays with her.

Ugh, any words of advice would be helpful 😢