I can’t continue to get my hopes up..

I tested literally all of last month from the worst nipple pain to the metallic taste in my mouth when drinking coke to veiny boobs.

When all of a sudden I had a light flow Saturday and practically gone Sunday and spotting yesterday.

Made a delicious dinner while having the most exhausted feeling ever to later throwing my whole dinner up at around 10pm.. my husband and daughter are fine so idk what was all about.

Now I have that paranoia could I be pregnant? But then again I’m so stressed and tired of hoping I am to later get a BFN