Alone

I think my bf and I just broke up because I told him how I felt. He got mad and defensive. When I asked him what he wanted he said he wanted nothing.... I guess that means he doesn't want me anymore.... It seems like men just want me for sexual purposes. And then when they don't get it or even if the do they drop me when they are done. It makes me feel like that's all I'm good for  that no one wants me for me. That no one will actually love me. They wil just tell me what i want to hear so they get what they want.  What is wrong with me? What do I do to deserve this? All I do is love them and care about them with my while her art. And it just gets ripped out and stomped on..... Every time it leaves me with little self confidence and low selfesteam and the feeling I'm not worth anything....