Losing my virginity

So a few weeks ago I went to hang out with this guy. Ive known him since my freshman year of highschool, ive graduated, and we decided to give friendship a try. Now this is the first time I've had an actual conversation with him in person, we went to school together we just never talked. We talked online a whole lot tho. We were at his place, watching tv and then we started making out and it led to sex. He didnt use a condom but he did pull out, but he stopped talking to me. I dont think he realizes that it means so much to me. He was my first and I'll never be able to get my virginity back and its a big deal. And I also had a pregnancy scare, I was late on my period and my anxiety was all over the place. I feel so used but then I also let him. He played me and what the fuck am i supposed to so about it? Ive confronted him and all he says is "it was just sex" LISTEN NO THE FUCK IT WASNT. YOU COULD HAVE THE DECENCY TO TELL ME THAT THAT WAS ALL YOU WANTED INSTEAD OF STRINGING ME ALONG.