Best friend is pregnant from first try....

I’ve been trying for 11 months (Since October 2017)... and my best friend just announced that she’s pregnant.

She told me it was her and her husband’s first time trying.

Though I’m happy for her, I can’t help but feel upset, envious and angry with myself and at her.

Like what’s wrong with me? Why do some things come so easy for others? My whole life I’ve had to work so hard for everything that I have. And now it’s the exact same thing for a baby.

I’ve had 2 break downs already. One on my own. And the other with my husband. All I could think about is they’re so F***ing lucky to get it at the first shot.

I am seriously tired and really thought this month was my month after her announcement... but AF decided to show her face early and I cried uncontrollably in bed.

So upset and feel like the worst best friend.