Looking for a little encouragement

I know it’s almost bad ju ju to even worry about it and then post about it as well, but I have been going crazy this year.

**I know, if I saw these pics and they were not me I wouldn’t think the person in them was overweight at all. Maybe a bit flabby but I wouldn’t give it a second thought. Fuck body dysmorphia!**

...I gained some weight traveling last year and then gained some MORE from medication (just as the weight was coming off)

I have a petite frame and I feel best when I weigh around 112-115. Currently weigh 121 and for my size that’s kind of a big jump and I just feel huge. These photos are from a few pounds ago. I’m too scared to post a pic of what I look like now. None of my clothes fit 😞