Emotional Abuse - stay or leave?

Every day my husband emotionally abuses me in one way or another. Tonight’s topic is a recurrent theme of calling me a dumb bitch. I’m mortified at how I react and go after him verbally too. I’m emotionally abusive now myself.

I am scared of the effects these screaming matches have on our baby. I’m 8W. I’m so scared it’s never going to get better.

I stopped trying to get pregnant and that’s when we conceived. But I was thinking of leaving and having a baby isn’t going to convince me to stay unless it’s in the baby’s best interest.

Do you have any advice?