I am just writing to vent. Last year I got a bad bacterial infection in my ovaries. I ended up hospitalized for 6 days. I was given the option to have my ovaries removed or go on a very hard drug that could affect me psychologically. I chose the latter. In the days after being released from hospital, I started having hallucinations, thinking I’m teleporting and having what I thought were paranormal experiences. Finally, the bacteria was dead and I was removed from the drug after having 3 major panic attacks and almost having someone call to have my committed. A year later, I am having the in vitro procedure and they told me that they can’t do it because it appears one of my Fallopian tubes has to be removed. I’m 37. I don’t have kids and have been trying for the last 4 years. Worried it might never happen to me. Should I start deliberating in life without kids and start looking for the positives in that? My chances are slimming. So greatful for this platform to vent and cry about it. Makes me feel better already