Another month, another disappointment

If I posted in the wrong group I'm sorry.

I had Every symptom. Even 2 very faint positive tests. We even told the in-laws after we got the fait tests. Wake up this morning to what I have been dreading. I got pregnant with my son so easily when I was with my ex, we weren't even trying and then I lost him at 4 months pregnant and now that I'm with my fiancé and we to a point actually are trying we're disappointed at ever turn... I feel like I'm failing because every month I have to tell him nope not this time and Sorry now we gotta start over. Idk what I'm gonna do when I have to tell him he's not gonna be a daddy, yet again when he gets home....