Can't catch a break

My husband and I have been trying for a baby for over 2 years.

This time last year we had a missed Miscarriage. After seeing our healthy little baby at 8 weeks 2 days, a scan at 11 weeks showed he had only grown 2 days from the last scan and had lost his heart beat.

In January we was super suprised to find out we were blessed with another chance to be parents but unfortunately lost our little angel at 7 weeks.

Today I am 7 weeks and 3 days pregnant again and home from 24 hours in hospital. I have my 3rd UTI throughout this pregnancy and also found I have type 2 diabetes along with bacterial vaginosis.

I am feeling like the worst mum in the world as along with my prenatal vitamins I am taking an antibiotic gel for the BV. 3rd course of antibiotics for the UTI and now a drug for glucose AND insulin. I'm putting my baby through so so much and genuinelly don't know what to do with myself 😪😪 I have such a healthy diet so I'm so confused how I have developed diabetes and I'm terrified I'm going to have to live with this forever.

Today is a really bad day ☹