Regret

I know that breastfeeding is the best possible thing for my baby, but I regret it more than anything.. I just feel so alone. I’m the only one who can feed my baby, so I am home with her 24/7 and up with her all night, every night. I just want it to end but she won’t take a bottle and we’ve tried sippy cups and she won’t take those either. I don’t feel that special bond while I’m feeding her, I feel depressed and angry and I hate that so much:( I’m so lost and don’t know what to do