I don't want a baby shower

Am I weird for not wanting a baby shower? Like this is my 1st baby & I'm 23weeks 4days & I do not want a baby shower at all. Everyone who I've said something to about it says I'm weird but honestly I don't like being the center of attention and I hate being in huge crowds. Lastly when I think about planning this shower it's so overwhelming. Honestly I'm ok with all the gifts anyone wants to give but can anyone please help me with knowing if I'm weird or not.