They lied ๐Ÿ™„

I grew up behind my sister who is 10 years older than me and got pregnant at 16. Then 18. Then 20. Then 22 then 25 and just had her sixth one at 29. Each baby was an oops.

I grew up constantly being told 'if you have sex once you'll get pregnant'

I absolutely hate seeing the girl in high school announcing they accidentally gor pregnant.

Especially since I've spent the last year because I have super low egg count.

I have bunk ovaries.

I feel so much less of a women because I probably can't even have kids,

Yet every month, when my period comes or it late and I take a test, it breaks my heart and me too.

My husband and I are trying but it feel so useless.