Not sure if hubby wants baby

Elaine

I am married since 2007 at the age of 23 yrs. hubby was not ready to have baby .. started trying since 2015 and went for 3 Iui in 2016-2017 didn’t work out .. since August 2017, no trial again .. it doesn’t seems if hubby wants baby any more .. it’s always me who remind him my days.. it’s me who take appointments from doctors for consultations.. it’s me who tells him to have sex .. have to face a lot of humiliation socially .. being Indian have to face a lot of criticism from families .. I stay stressed and tensed .. bought new home few. Months ago .. but still feel incomplete.. not sure what to do .. tried my best to keep hubby happy .. he is one of those whom I can not make happy any more .. he doesn’t like me.. doesn’t love me any more .. I got my carrier stagnant.. did not flourish my carrier so that bread and butter could be on table every day .. and he could develop his profession.. now I am not valued .. no idea what to do