I can’t anymore!!

I’m so annoyed with TTC!! I’m stressing my self out so much thinking about it. Picking at every symptom I feel. I had AF 9/8-9/10 this month and it’s been a few days of cramping, back pain and today I felt a flutter like feeling. I have this feeling in my chest as if their going to start hurting but maybe it’s just my mind. I decided to buy a dollar store hpt and low and behold it’s negative. I’m driving myself insane thinking everything that happens is a sign.

But one thing I do find weird is that at certain times I’m sick of food smells like I don’t barf but it makes me want to. And also have been feeling tired but I work and go to school full time and mom so I always feel this way!

I just don’t know what to do anymore. Am I insane or do my symptoms actually mean something this time? When should I test again?