Distance, Commitment, and Confusion.๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–

Hermione โ€ข Demisexual // Arovauge // she\her

Iโ€™m 14 and I started dating my first boyfriend three weeks ago. He just started university and is four years my senior and wonโ€™t be 18 till late December. But I have commitment issues which leads to problems keeping relationships, romantic or otherwise, and heโ€™s in a dormitory over an hour away. And me, being horrible, has sort of been avoiding talking to him. I also have not told my parents, I donโ€™t really know why though, they themselves are five years apart. Plus the Quasiromantic mess that I am is having trouble reading the signals from one of my guy friends whoโ€™s asked to hang out sometime while we were walking to our lockers alone. Iโ€™m so confused, guilty, anxious, and horrified with myself. What do I do????