😔😔 feel like disappearing (long)

I’m 20 years old. I’ve been diagnosed with major depressive disorder, borderline personality disorder and bipolar disorder.

Because of my mental state, it’s been hard keeping jobs. I live with my mom and her husband, and they were always on my ass about getting a job, but now I have one and have been working there for about a month. I’ve been working so hard and so much, I’m starting to feel extremely anxious, depressed, stressed out etc. I’m afraid I’ll spread myself too thin and quit my job, so I decided to call in today and asked for a mental health day.

This is the first time I’ve called out, and I can tell my mom and her husband are judging me for taking a mental health day. I can tell they’re mad. I can tell they’re annoyed. They don’t understand how fucking exhausted I am.. how I’m ready to give up on everything.

Any advice would be greatly appreciated.