This month I’ve felt completely off. Usually when Flo says I ovulate, I get EWCM within that day or two days after. This cycle I don’t remember seeing anything. I have a feeling I ovulated early or didn’t ovulate at all. The day after “ovulation” day based on flo my nipples were EXTREMELY sensitive. My shirt hurt to be on it. That subsided after 3 days and has been only slightly sensitive to the touch. Then I was completely dry after ovulation (WEIRD for me), I usually am wet for days following and then it changes to dry or creamy. My emotions have been super wild. I cried because my ex was driving me crazy (he’s my son’s father 🙄), I cried because I saw what was going on in the Middle East (well a picture of a young man). I’m not a cryer!!!! I get a bit emotional before my period but not this crazy. I’ve also been eating a lot more; i usually stay under 1200 calories but I was always starving and always had to be munching on something. I also had highs and lows of being super happy and energetic and the super sleepy and just tired. Recently I’ve been having cramps on the left side (different from AF) and feeling nauseous, almost fluish and my boobs have been slightly tender.

Every month I keep thinking I’m pregnant but I never was so I keep convincing myself The PMS is tricking me and my period is going to show. I’ve been super calm but nervous because, my bf and I are having our 1 year anniversary (we’ve been dating way longer but set a date for it). This would be the ULTIMATE GIFT as I would TRY 😭😭 to hold out and surprise but I want to test (I’m 12dpo; if I even ovulated- i think i ovulated early 🤞🏾).

If any of you would like to share your stories to your BFP please post them, it helps me during the wait and I’ve ran out of finding stories online to keep me sane lol.

Do you guys think I should test? Or wait it out like a hurricane?