I'm emotionally done 😔

Ashley • Happily married, have a wonderful son, and a sweet baby girl 💜

Today I'm 8dpo. The past 2 days I had a slight tint to my CM (not super noticable). Today I woke up and I have dark brown spotting. AF is supposed to be 6 days away, but I have a feeling she's going to make an earlier appearance (as I started spotting 3 days before my period last month and AF came a day early) I know I'm not out until AF shows, but I can't help but be disheartened. I told myself I wasn't going to get on this app until AF shows or is paused for 9 months, but I just needed to vent because it just sucks