I can’t anymore

I feel disgusting and ugly. Everybody says it. Whenever mu friends talk and ask each other for each other’s love life or relationship they never ask me or simply say ‘well you, are just you’ as if im something no one could like everyone think that im so ugly i can mever have a boyfriend or someone that will like me. I feel horrible for this because i see r a lot and it bring my self esteem to 0 .