Over it!

So over trying to get pregnant :( yet another month if trying failed.. just finished AF yesterday.. Everyone is getting pregnant and having babies, and here me and my fiance are, been wanting kids for almost 4 years, tried over a year to even fall pregnant just to have 3 miscarriages, then we had to go back on contraceptives because of our financial situation going to crap, and here we are again 6 months of trying and nothing :( yet my partners sister is pregnant yet again to a different bloke she isn't even with AGAIN and it feels like it's being rubbed in our faces :( feel so discouraged and feel like it will never happen :( just want our rainbow baby..

Sorry guys just needed to vent. :(