I’m now about 215 pounds 12 weeks pregnant the highest I’ve ever been. I’m only 5’2 so it looks really bad on me. Recently I had to cut my hair REALLY short bc it was all falling out and looked bad. I feel like this adds to me looking large.

I want to be happy and enjoy this pregnancy but I find myself so caught up in how I look ...

I’m scared I won’t lose the weight. I’m scared to put on more weight.

I’m not sure what I’m asking here. I just wanted to share my fears and feel heard.