Can’t let it go!

Karissa • Mommy of a 9 year old little man (6/9/13) , 4 year old little man (9/13/17) and a 5 months baby boy (6/13/22)💙💙 RIP My Angel 9/23/2020👼.

So last night I had a very real dream that I shot my 5 year old in the head for some reason that I cannot Remember. After I did it, I freaked out like I was forced or under some type of spell. I was wishing it never happened, asking my self to wake up and please be a dream. Eventually, I woke up. I just laid with my baby all morning because I was so freaked out by this dream. It’s still bothering me as I’m at work. I’m not sure why I had this dream but the thought of it brings me to tears. Anyone else deal with something similar? I would never hurt my baby. Either of them. I needed to vent. Feel free to share your experiences or just your opinions! Thank you.