Giving up

Ladies i am done :( i can't take the disappointment of going year after year not being

able ttc. I have been checked...husbands sperm mobility is not that great...we both been on fertility pills nothing.....my bf is pregnant..my sister is pregnant....i am happy they are ...but i get so sad...i want a baby being on this app has made not feel alone in my journey but now i am making this journey about myself...i am losing weight.....dieting....coloring my hair....the whole shabang. I wont be on here commenting in a while but i want to let everyone know that i hope and pray for each women wanting a miracle and hope each of you get it...dont lose yourslef in the process like i did....i am ready to put me 1st...and close this chapter...and hey i might get lucky one day ...bye my glow ladies god bless you all