Dear everyone

I hope I'm not the only one

I can't wait to bare a baby

But should not at this time

It's almost like I'm depressed

I feel deprived of having a child even though I know its for the best

But it still makes me feel sick

It's what I want most

I feel like nothing could entertain me for this

Dreadful wait.

I just wanted to say it means a lot to me to hear your guys hearts I think we should reach out to others in similar situations so we can honestly just vent together and let all the frustration out to the people who completely understand 💕❤️ I love you guys hope the best for you all💕