A promise to myself...

It took me a year and four months to conceive my first baby boy. And as many of you know, that feels like a century. Now we’re trying for #2. But this time I promised myself some things.

1. I will not forget I have an amazing son who needs my love and devotion.

2. I will not let TTC control or consume me, it will happen and I just have to trust God.

3. When I see those negative pregnancy test, I will allow myself to be disappointed up I until I leave the bathroom, then I will go hug my son and tell him that he is enough.

I know it’s going to be hard but I have an amazing son and I don’t want to forget that he too took a while to join the family and it was worth every second of the wait.