In need of help/reassurance

So I am currently 3wks & 5days

This is my first pregnancy and that I know of, I don’t have any health complications. We did use Pre-Seed this cycle and I am nervous about miscarrying since many have from Pre-Seed(because it is a lube to help carry sperm, and it can sometimes carry a bad sperm)

I’ve been testing like crazy and my pregnancy tests look good

I went to the doctors today to get my first blood draw done to monitor my HCG

I still need some type of piece of mind/advice

What are ways you distracted yourself this early? To keep you from thinking you will lose the baby any second.

(I have bad anxiety, so it’s really been bothering me)

💜