Just lost my baby. Nightmare.

Last night, 10 weeks along, I started to cramp heavily and pass clots.

This morning the pain was excruciating and the clots were very big.

We went to ER and I exploded. Literally exploded.

In the washroom I passed the last humongous clot and I felt so sad. The ultrasound where two weeks earlier my baby was swimming and heart was beating now showed an empty landscape.

My heart is broken. I am trying to focus on the fact that this is nature. That God knows my body wanted to reject the baby because there must have been some kind of issue.

Currently waiting.to get cleaned out.

How long til I can try again?

How long will it take for me to heal again?

RIP to my baby. ❤️ I love you little angel. Thank you for that little short time together we had some adventures. I love you. We love you.