Don’t know what to do

I feel like my life has went in reverse. I’ve been so stressed for a while now. I went from having my own small business to working for an employer now. I got married which I wanted so bad and over the 3 years of marriage I feel like things haven’t gotten better. He think we have grown because we live in a better neighborhood and we don’t argue as much. But the reason we don’t argue as much is because I don’t voice myself as much anymore. I’m getting to a place of not caring anymore. I feel broken. We have been ttc but I had an ectopic pregnancy right before we met and he is diagnosed with ED. I just don’t know what to do with my life anymore.