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Feel like I’m failing as a woman..

I’m 7dp5dt. Still not even the slightest sign of a second pink line. My beta is tomorrow and I’m feeling completely defeated.

This is our 2nd

with ICSI. We had 5 failed IUIs. I’ve had 3 miscarriages. Trying for 6 years.

Its not easy for us to get pregnant and when we do, we lose the baby.

Over the past two years, my husband and I have spent well over $50,000 to pay for all of this and we still have no baby.

It seems to be that my egg quality isn’t the best. I’ve tried all the supplements. I eat very healthy and workout anyway so, I had that part down. It just doesn’t make sense.

I know I’m only 25 and “I have all the time in the world” but, I feel like I don’t. This struggle has gone on too long. I know I’m not alone. I’m just down right now.

My doctor is one of the best in Indiana and straight up told me I have been his most difficult patient. He’s never had anybody he couldn’t get pregnant by now. (We have a good relationship so, that wasn’t rude. I’m glad he was honest.)

I’m just losing hope.

My husband and I bought 12 acres of land to build a house & build a life on. But, It’s not worth it without having kids. I don’t want it if I can’t raise my babies on it.

I’m just venting. I’m very quiet about my fertility struggles. Thank you for listening. 💕

I can’t NOT respond to you sweet ladies so, I won’t be anonymous anymore. 😉

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