4w2d Rainbow baby

Maranda

Goodmorning! Today I am 4w2d. I found out on monday and I am still in a state of shock. I don't believe it. I thought for sure I was out this month due to timing. I have not had many symptoms. Very very little nausea occasionally, emotional, and yesterday fatigue started. I am excited tho. This will be baby #3 and my last. I had a missed miscarriage in February so we arent telling family or friends until at least the end of october when I go to my doctor. My doctor does an ultrasound at your first visit. Which is when we knew something was wrong last time. I was supposed to be 9 weeks and baby was only measuring 6 and no heartbeat. So I had to go to the hospital and they confirmed baby measures small. I had to wait a week and do another scan. And there was no growth. So I ended up having a procedure done. We had just announced to family and friends but not social media. This time I told a few of my closest girl friends for moral support. But that's it. It's going to be a long month! But on a side note my angel baby would have been due this month.