I am so lost idk what to do..i don't have any female friends..so my SO and I have been a little rocky lately..he says i don't pleasure him enough ( grant we have a lot of sex and i give a decent amount of head) but he knows he asks a lot and he feels like his high sex drive is weird. And i told him its not, but he hates that he feels this way we've both have had mixed emotions. But we've also been(on and off) talking about open relationship or add a third party..i told i am interested and let's try it..but he knows me like a fucking book and was against this for the longest he does not want hurt me. He does not want to sleep around, but we've agreed to try it..now i am being subconscious and i am trying not to think about it..