I could use some wise words!

Sooo i met this guy at my job a year ago, he always try to talk to me I finally gave him my number.... Fast forward so we recently started having “Anal Sex” he said he did it before with someone but it was my first time we recently did it again Friday we did it 5 times! we never did anything else I always tell him what I want before I give my virginity up “ No ringy no dingy “💍 I feel like if I continue doing this with him I’m settling for less we’re not even in a relationship I sometimes just feel like I’m a call away for his needs & that’s all, I really don’t want it to be like that I would love to have something more with him but I don’t know if he feels the same or how to tell him, I’m a very quite person, soft feelings, young, & just basically trying to experience life & grow..

“I started tearing up writing this “

He’s Super Handsome ❤️😩