When your horny to the highest extent that your dreaming about sex but your husband doesn't want sex..... And you don't like or have sex toys bc you think they are weird and you prefer the real thing from your husband only.....And porn is disgusting... I am losing my freaking mind 😭😭

Edit. I have tried my fingers before and got absolutely nothing out of it... It does nothing for me... Only thing that has ever satisfied me is my husband.... And reading a book called The Pleasure Zone by Cairo just makes me hornier and upset because my husband won't have sex with me... He says we have sex to much... When we where younger we would wake up at 3 am and have sex for hours haha 😉😜 he says he doesn't have the staimina to do it like that anymore. Which sucks because I can still go for hours with him.

Second Edit.

He said we can have sex later I just have to let him sleep a little longer... It's 11:31 am...