Greaving while pregnant.

This is so hard. Being at his viewing and seeing him in his casket made me want to faint. I couldn't bare the sight. I've never been so stressed. I was having pains in my lower abdomen while crying and mourning. I ran around to buy his suit and give it to the morgue, bought his floral arrangements and made sure the catholic priest showed up to do a rosary at the right time. I was scared to faint because nobody knows I'm expecting yet. My husband didn't allow me to touch him because I'm pregnant and he has his cultural beliefs. It was hard not to caress his beautiful face.

Rest in peace cousin. 🖤