Pregnancy..is hard

Is anyone else having a hard time enjoying their pregnancy?

I am so sick and so tired I feel like a zombie.

I feel like the worst wife ever since I got pregnant.

My whole job is caring for my husband and our house. I have been too sick to do anything around the house. I’ve managed to keep laundry washed and folded and the floors swept but that’s about as far as my housekeeping has been. I’ve neglected him in the cooking department. I thrive by taking care of my husband and pride myself on having supper every night.

This week we’ve had McDonald’s, grilled cheese sandwiches, one meal he loves and then last night we had fried potatoes and smoked sausage and I gagged the whole time I cooked it. He hasn’t complained and told me it was the best grilled cheese he’s ever had but I feel awful. I laid out chicken for supper but I have no clue what to do with it and just want to tell him he’s on his own for supper 😭😭😭

He’s worked 3 -12 hour shifts in a row and I’ve slept in every morning and taken hour naps everyday.

Again, he’s never complained and tells me it’s not a big deal and he understands but I just feel awful.

I can’t even bother to fix my hair. I lay in bed and wait for the vomit to hit and run to the bathroom.

I havent even taken any pictures for “before” because I feel and look so terrible.

I’m 6 weeks 3 days. My first appointment isn’t until the 11th of this month.

Please tell me this gets better or that I’m not alone 😭