Hello lovelies! Welcome to my rant!

I’m so sick of guys! I feel like I have the worst luck! My ex who has been my only boyfriend was extremely emotionally abusive and selfish and every guy before or after him has played me until they get what they want then I get ghosted and left feeling like I’m some hoe and I feel stupid for trusting them and it makes me want to trust no one because what’s the point! Then, I also don’t want to be cold and closed off but I’m sick of it . Most of my friends are in relationships so I often feel left out and can’t help be a little jealous of them (obviously super happy for them) and deep down I know there is nothing wrong with me but it sometimes makes me feel like there is something I’m not seeing about myself or that I’m just so undateable. Yes, i know I’m whining and yes i know I have to be patient but good grief!

*insert “hang in there” cat poster here*