Praying that year 6ish will be this older gals month to conceive my take home baby! Yes, I have an 11yr old son who has wanted a sibling forever and of course him being my miracle so far, after 3 losses, I'd love to give him that sibling and a baby for my husband and I. I am thankful and grateful for the handsome insanely smart boy that I have, I've always wanted 2-3 children... Call me selfish or what you may but I'm gonna keep praying and dreaming of at least one more to call my own and raise up... I've been praying and dreaming forever and am hopeful it will be my time soon!

Just wanted to get that out as my husband hears it every day and my friends and family think im crazy and don't understand as they were blessed already with the children they had hoped for and or weren't expecting!! To all you lovely ladies ttc...Heres to praying for this to be OUR month/time! Much love to all of you!!