I've been used for sex by all my exes and my current boyfriend wants sex every day or nearly every day. But I just don't have much of a sex drive anymore and even when I do I can't get any pleasure from my boyfriend at all no matter what we try. I'm scared the only way I'll have pleasure is masturbation and what if all this is part of the reason I haven't gotten pregnant? I've been faking it with him so he doesn't get feelings hurt. Mostly tho I get him off with hand job and/or blowjob and put him inside me when he orgasms. I can't voice my frustration and pain in words. I hate faking it and everything but I love him so much and I can't get pleasure so I let him have his fun and I enjoy our time together in other ways. Does anyone have any advice? Also all he ever drinks is coca cola and I heard that can increase chances of infertility. Is that true? And I mean that's mostly what he drinks every single day.